I didn't want too much pressure and comparison so I am not counting the days like I usually do. For example, I relapsed day 13 last time and I don't want to have the thought in my head, hey day 13 is coming up you are going to relapse.
Anyways, today was a rough day. My work is setting up a baby shower, and I had to listen to people talk about sweets, chocolate, and cake. I really wanted some. And the party is Thursday. So I went through work all day, day dreaming about what I was going to eat when I got home at 5pm. Luckily, by the time I got home at 5pm the craving passed.
I am doing all right. Told a slight lie to someone today to get out of something and kind of feel guilty but blame it on.. the chocolate cravings. When I am in craving mode or eating badly mode then I start to have negative behaviors like lying, being sneaky, etc. I lied today because I was obsessed over cookie dough. Tomorrow will be better.
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