day 10

Day 10

Things have been going well. I have decided pork is not a good buy because you lose all of the meat when you cook it and it is a pretty rough meat (or maybe I am just a terrible cook). I decided today that I do not like Okra. I remember liking it once a few years ago but it was fried and battered so that it probably why. My cravings have not been too bad and hopefully the sugar and flour are on their way out of my body.

Today I went to the mall, and they have so many good smells. I smelled glazed cashews, ice cream, waffle bowls and chicken. I was not ready to go to the mall apparently. I know right now not to go to the movies unless I am with a really safe person who I know won't get candy and popcorn. But I cannot go to the mall just yet either because I am really wanting a bad food. It is not a huge craving but I think "ya know it would be nice to eat one of those again".

I haven't been writing much because I started a new job and am exhausted after work. I am liking the new job. My coworkers wonder why I eat so well and still look well. I am thinking trust me when I eat poorly I bloat up and look disgusting. The first place I notice it when I eat badly is under my chin and my sides.